Well it's official - I have a 4 year old. Well technically not for another 53 minutes. This time 4 years ago I was definitely having awful contractions not well hidden by my subpar epidural. It would be most time to push and then within seconds become a mother, a parent, in charge of another human being. A human being who now, 4 years later, has turned into a little lady. A loving, caring, sweet little girl. One who loves to read, play, run, dance and laugh--oh the laughter is so amazing. Especially when her laughter triggers that if the little brother. The love they share, the compassion and caring nature she has for him is unbelievable and something I never could have imagined. 4. What an amazing number and we've only just begun to know what it will bring. <3